Wednesday, February 15, 2012

My fake boss yelled at me

Last night I had a downright nightmare. It was pretty much that I got fired from my job.

I know why I had this dream. I've been afraid for a while that I will lose my job. For no real reason other than I'm afraid of all the change. Afraid I will do something wrong and get canned.

So in the dream, I'm sitting at my desk when my boss (not my boss) comes up to me. It wasn't my boss, but Judith Light from Law and Order. She shows me a print out of all the files on my computer's hard drive. She then begins to berate me for all the unauthorized files I have. I see that some are personal like stories I'd written. One looked like a Twilight fanfic I'd written, but not in real life. I've never written Twilight fanfiction.

She points to one file that is a different format than word. She tells me this file was created with a program I wasn't authorized to use. I had no reason to use it at work and I shouldn't be using it. It was a program to make graphs and such. I had no real idea of what the file was, but knew it wasn't work related.

She then told me she was taking it up with my supervisor and walked away.

I was terrified after the encounter and right after that I woke up. And woke up scared.

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