Thursday, November 19, 2009

Reoccuring of a Reoccurance

Guess what? The college dreams are back!

This one I'm sure was a continuation or redo of another one I'd had a while back. I've had dreams where I thought I'd been to the place or had an experience before when it was only that way in the dream. In reality, it had never happened. In this case, I'm pretty sure it was a continuation.

I was back in school and had again either forgotten a class, dismissed it as unimportant or just given up at one point in the term. At this point in the dream, I'm realizing my error. That I now had a class on my schedule I couldn't just get rid of. Now I also have a paper due. I'd been to class at some point, but now it's weeks later and I'm realizing I haven't been to that class in a while. There was a paper due, but that due date has long since come and gone.

I'm contemplating what I'm going to do. Should I even bother writing the paper and hope the professor will take it late? And how do I deliver it? Do I go to class and had it in in person or slip it under his door. I really want to just slip it under his office door and hope to get credit for it. I decide it would probably be better if I went to class and tried to talk him into taking it with a grade adjustment for being late.

I decide I will write the paper and go to start because apparently I've already done the research and just have to write it. When I pick up the photo copies and such, I see I've already written pages and pages and simply have to type it up. I then make the connection that probably half or more is already done. Now I just have to finish.

I never got to a conclusion. Think I'm worried about failure? Hmmm, maybe.

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