I'm not really sure why, but I had 3 dreams in the span of a week that involved moving back in with my former-ex roommate and ex friend.
In the first one, I had gotten back into the house somehow and no one was home. I was in my old room that was as empty as I'd left it. I had a measuring tape and was measuring the room. I decided there was no way I could get a larger bed in the room (why I would do that, I don't know) and definitely no way I could move back into that small room.
I left the room and was suddenly curious as to whether the third (or as I called her non-existant) roommate had decided to permanantly stay. I really wanted to check and see if all her things were in her room. When I left the house months ago, the girl was still in transition. She hadn't set anything up in her room and was supposed to be preparing to move elsewhere. I somehow peaked through a crack in her door and saw all her furniture set up. Her bed was put together and made and her dresser was next to it.
I got upset since the whole reason I moved to begin with (well, part of the reason) was because of this girl. I kept being told she was moving soon and that if I just stuck around a bit longer she would be gone. I was upset and felt lied to (this is actually true as I found out about a month ago that this girl never actually moved out as I was originally told she would. I'm glad I moved when I did!).
Something happened I don't remember and that was it.
The second dream went a little differently. I was now back in the house. I think my stuff was moved in. I was walking through the house seeing that nothing had changed (original roommate was still a bitch, second roommate was still living there and being annoying) and I knew I had to find a way out.
I went to my aunt and asked if she could help me. I don't remember what I asked her, but I think I asked if I could stay with her. I think she said no and I told her I would ask someone else. I think I was going to ask one of my friends, but was sort of nervous of her answer as well.
Then I wondered what had happened to my little apartment (where I live now) because that was my out of that hellhole where I was living. I got that apartment to get away from my roommates. And it appeared that place didn't exist in this dream. It was like I had never moved out to begin with.
So perhaps it morphed somewhere in the middle of the dream.
The third dream I don't remember, but I think it was pretty much the same. I moved back and was miserable. And it all centered around the girl who was my friend being awful and the third roommate being an inconsiderate slob.
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